I’ve been trying to figure out how to catalog tragedies and disasters for the tragedies study I’m working on. I want to use my blog to help me keep track of them. That way I can use tags to help me sort them by months for future reference.

I’d like to do it weekly. Last week was a bit nuts and got away from me so I’m scrunching 10 days together in this inaugural tracking post.

May 3, 1962 - Trains collide near Tokyo: Two commuter trains and freight train collided. 160 people died. Double that was injured in the wreck.

May 4, 2002 – Nigerian plane crash in crowded city: An EAS airplane crashed in Kano, Nigeria. 148 people died. (All 76 passengers plus the remaining victims who were on the ground and burned to death in the resulting explosion.) Three full blocks of structures were destroyed.

May 4, 1886 – The Haymarket Square Riot: A labor rally turned deadly when a bomb was thrown at police trying to break it up. The police fired on the crowd. Several were killed. Over 100 were injured.

May 4, 1970 – National Guard Kills 4 at Kent State: National Guardsman fired on a group of anti-war demonstrators. 4 students killed, 8 wounded, another permanently paralyzed.

May 5, 1995 – Dallas Hail Storm: This surprise hail storm was the worst to hit the area in the century. Hail was the size of tennis balls to start. It was the flash flooding, not the hail, that left 17 dead, though. Interesting to note sentence from History.com entry: “Reportedly, items as large as frogs, worms and fruit have been swept up by updrafts and turned into hail.”

May 6, 1937 – Hindenburg Explosion: It was the largest dirigible ever built and 36 people died when it exploded near Lakehurst, New Jersey. But what made it iconic and significant was of the live radio broadcast of the event. There were 56 surivors.

On WLS radio, announcer Herbert Morrison gave an unforgettably harrowing live account of the disaster, “Oh, oh, oh. It’s burst into flames. Get out of the way, please . . . this is terrible . . . it’s burning, bursting into flames, and is falling . . . Oh! This is one of the worst . . . it’s a terrific sight . . .oh, the humanity.”

May 7, 1902 – Volcano buries Martinique city of Saint Pierre:Mount Pele started steaming on April 2, 1902. Residents ignored the warnings, thinking they only had to worry about lava. When it erupted, it burst out a cloud of gas with a temperature of more than 3,000 degrees and sent boiling ash down the side of the mountain. Saint Pierre was buried within minutes. Number of casualites was not specified on History.com article, but it was noted 2 people somehow survived. Also, 15 ships in the harbor capsized when the volcano exploded. One ship stayed afloat and half the crew survived, but had serious burns.

May 7, 1915 – Lusitania sinks: Without warning a German submarine torpedoed the British ocean liner Lusitania in the Celtic Sea. 1,959 passengers and crew were on board. 1,198 were drowned. Significant event during World War I.

May 8, 1950 – Flash floods in Nebraska kill 23: Most were caught by surprise and were trapped in their vehicles and drowned.

May 9, 2001 – Soccer stampede kills 126 in Ghana: Accra Stadium in Ghana. Police clash with rowdy fans, sparks a stampede. Was “the worst ever-sports-related disaster” in Africa at that time. (Um, I thought sporting events were spectator events? “Worst-ever sports-related disaster” should not be words that all go together.)

May 10, 1996 – Eight climbers die on Mount Everest during storm: It was the worse loss of life in a single day and sparked the bestselling book Into Thin Air. In total, 15 climbers died during the spring 1996 climbing season. (98 successfully completeed the climb that year.) From 1980 to 2002, 91 died attempting the climb.

May 11, 1934 – Dust storm sweeps from Great Plains to Eastern U.S.: Millions of tons of topsoil were swept from the Great Plains region to states in the East like New York, Boston and Atlanta. (Not sure if it was the start of the Dust Bowl time. April 15, 1935 came to be called “Black Sunday.”)

May 11, 1985 – 50 die in soccer stadium fire: Bradford, England. Fire was most likely started by a cigarete that ignited trash. Wooden roof over the stands caught fire. Some had no idea of the enormity of the situation. Reported some “danced and sang in front of the raging fire while others threw stones at a television crew.”

May 12, 1987 – Massive China wildfire claims 193 victims: The fire actually began on May 6, 1987 in Mohe County of the Heilongjiang Province. It was finally contained on this day, but didn’t totally burn out until May 27. It burned 2 1/2 million acres of land, destroyed 50,000 homes, hundreds were injured, and 193 people perished.

May 13, 1846 – Polk declares war on Mexico: Not quite a “disaster” but a significant event.

May 13, 1981 – Pope John Paul II shot: Again, not quite a “disaster” but a significant event worth noting.

May 13, 1972 – Club fire in Japan kills 118: The Playtown Cabaret in Osaka, Japan caught fire. Only 48 survived.

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Well, I was well on my way to starting last week when I wrote about it. I went to History.com and signed up for the This Day in History daily emails and everything.

Or so I thought.

I kept checking my email and not seeing anything. I didn’t have time to investigate what happened though until this morning.

Apparently I didn’t check a box right that I should have. Doh! Such is always my plot. I mean well but always goof.

I do believe I’ve got it corrected now. Then I can finally get my “research” underway…

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I’ve been saying I want to see which months have the most tragedies for years now. I’m going to put my April Theory to the test. I decided to start it today after seeing a This Day in History via History.com link someone else posted on Facebook today.

What caught my eye about it was it referred to, what else?, a tragedy. This day in history in 1865 saw the worst maritime disaster in American history. The steamboat Sultana exploded on the Mississippi River and sunk. 2,100 passengers were on board. It killed all but 400. The explosion was thought to be the result of a boiler malfunction.

Very tragic indeed. Even more so because it was right after the Civil War ended. Just days after. Most of the passengers onboard were soldiers. Mostly Union veterans who had survived serving time in brutal Confederate prisoner of war camps only to be released and meet their ends this way.

More April victims.

But will we see other months with similarly sad and tragic stories? I know we will, but come this time next year which month will have racked up the most stories?

I’m officially on my way to finding out. No sense putting it off any longer. Might as well just dive right in starting today. And so I have.

Next I’d like to track if any of these tragedies happened during Mercury Retrograde cycles, or other astrological events.

But that’s research for after I’ve compiled all my tragedies data. Excited to be on my way with this study, though. Looking forward to what comes of it!

OTHER BIG EVENTS ON THIS DAY IN HISTORY

1521: Magellan killed in the Philippines (not exactly a “tragedy” but newsworthy then and interesting to note now)

1789: Mutiny on the HMS Bounty (again, not a tragedy of the sort I’m documenting but another interesting historical tidbit to note)

*1992: Riots in Los Angeles (BINGO! This is exactly the sort of thing I believe April is famous for.)

*1996: Port Arthur Massacre in Australia (Ditto the above. Another BINGO! find.)

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This morning the news was filled with more chaos. The two stories that caught my eye were the 12 dead, 200 injured  in the Belarus subway bombing and Japan ups nuke crisis severity to match Chernobyl.

April strikes again!

It gave me chills. I saw it coming. I wrote about it here and on Haunt Jaunts. (See: Madame Mroch’s Prognostications.)

Well, I didn’t see the Belarus bombing coming. (Not that it would be a subway bombing or in Belarus, but I’m not surprised someone felt the need to blow something up like that. April has a penchant for such events.)

But the Japan thing…how anyone didn’t see that coming is what perplexes me. First off, not only is it April, but didn’t we learn anything from last year’s BP oil spill in the Gulf? It’s always worse than the authorities let on. They never tell the truth until the situation gets so out of control they can’t lie about it any more!

And as I was reminded of yet another sentinel event that happened in April (the anniversary of the start of the Civil War –or the War Between the States, depending on where you live and how it’s interpreted), I wondered: Was it Mercury Retrograde then too?

Which got me wondering if a Mercury Retrograde cycle has been in place during the other April Curse events.

And what about self-fulfilling prophecies? Is April really cursed with more than it’s fair share of sentinel events, or am I trying to make a fit? (Or do other people see how bad things happen in April and get the idea they’ll do something then too? The Columbine Massacre could sort of fit in with this as they boys were said to love Hitler and Nazis and wanted to do something big in honor of something big the Nazis did in April. I forget what it was now, but something with the Holocaust.)

When people are responsible for the mayhem (ie. the Belarus subway bombing, the Columbine massacre, the Oklahoma City bombing), do they unleash their crazy in April because of seasonal factors? For instance, was it a very cold winter that left them homebound with more time on their hands than usual to plot their craziness? When it finally starts to warm up in April is that why they come out? Does increased sunlight play any factor? (For some, more sun in Spring makes them more frisky in a sexual way. Maybe it affects their crazy/destructive side somehow?)

I really want to study this more. I think it’s super fascinating. And I’m growing more and more curious about what kind of correlations I might find…or might not, as the case may also be.

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I’m on a quest to earn my first $100 from AdSense. I’m very close.

Today I decided to switch things up ad-wise on Haunt Jaunts, which is my current leading AdSense revenue generating blog. (Although, even though I haven’t been as active with the SAHW Experiment, it’s already trickling in cents here and there. I can see how that one might be the main breadwinner if I started investing more time in it.)

But as far as AdSense overall, it’s been a little stagnant lately. Which I sort of expected. When I switched things around last time I was curious to see what kind of an impact it would have.

I’ve read all sorts of tips about how to get the most out of AdSense. Everything from the size of the ad, to how many you have (you can only have 3 at a time, which you should always do), to colors, and most importantly placement.

Placement, above all, has definitely been the one thing I’ve noticed matters most. The second I moved AdSense ads from HJ’s sidebar alone to the little box within HJ’s header, I noticed more pennies piling up in my account.

Also, ads within posts, which I took out last time as part of my experiment, seem to matter. Sidebars do okay, if there’s nothing else to compete with. But ads within posts are golden.

However, I’ve got other affiliate accounts too. I’ve now come to realize you don’t want too many of those, though. It’s too many ads which makes things look cluttered and cheap.

Instead, I’ve tried to hone in on key affiliates. For Haunt Jaunts that’s mostly iTunes, Halloween Express and Spirit Halloween. Although I also have Amazon, but I can link to specific products within my posts and I’ve found that works rather well actually. 

Except I’ve now removed the AdSense ad from HJ’s header and replaced it with an Amazon one. I had to, because I have a Google Search box which also counts as one of the three allowed AdSense ads.

I also removed the AdSense sidebar ad and replaced it with not just one ad, but two, within posts. One at the beginning and one at the end. Two different sizes and not both in the same location. (One is centered, one is aligned to the right.)

AdSense is the one it’s taken me the longest to accumulate money for a payout in. I’m bound and determined to have it earning at maximum capacity and getting me paid out no later than the end of next month. (If I had thought about implementing these changes sooner, I might’ve even been able to manage it this month. Oh well. Hindsight is 20/20 and all that.)

Still, it’s going to be very exciting reaching that goal!

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Last year on Haunt Jaunts I wrote about how I believe April is a cursed month. Was I surprised when a coal mine exploded in West Virginia, the Polish president’s plane crashed, the volcano in Iceland erupted, and the BP oil spill happened? Heck no!

There were other factors at play last April, though, too. Planetary type of things. (It was also set to be a period of Mercury Retrograde, and Saturn was re-entering Virgo, which mostly had the potential to affect Virgos but perhaps influenced other factors too.)

I realize not all bad things happen in April. It just seems like April has more than it’s fair share of notable catastrophes.

That’s why I keep watching the Japanese nuclear reactor situation with such interest.  With April only a week away, I’m wondering if a meltdown is inevitable. Or something equally as catastrophic. (I don’t know all the nuclear terms for what can go wrong, but it sure seems to me that’s the path all that’s headed down.)

Last year I found it curious after I did an Internet search that I’m not the only one who believes April’s cursed. I keep threatening to do a study of which months have the most disasters to see if there’s something to it all, but I haven’t been that ambitious. I only get that way as April draws near.

But as I’m writing this I also wonder if it’s not just April, but something else I alluded to above. Did certain astrological influences influence April’s potency last year?

I wonder if anyone’s ever done a study on which stars were aligned how when certain bad things happened? Be it April or otherwise. That’d be interesting to look into also.

Hmmm…I’m certainly never at any shortage for project ideas, but this one keeps nagging at me. And apparently evolving. Now I’m curious to know not only if April is a cursed month, but what was happening astrologically when certain major events happened, be they in April or otherwise.

Oh boy. Another book idea has just been born.

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My Achy Heart

Posted by: courtin Life in General
17
Mar

The last couple of days, for no particular reason, I found myself in a foul mood. On the surface, all was going well. In fact, many things seemed to be going my way.

Just little things, such as:

  • My car unexpectedly getting killer gas mileage. It was like the never ending tank. I scored over 409 miles on one fill-up. (And she could’ve squeezed out maybe 10 or so more.) I usually get just under 400, but this time, WOW! Nissy was a lean, mean fuel using machine!
  • When I did have to fill up I had a 10 cents off per gallon discount I got to cash in on.
  • My online shopping snagged me a new necklace I’ve been eyeing for months and 2 sets of the style of earrings I’ve been wanting and imagining for GREAT prices.
  • A perfect stranger gave me her 20 percent off coupon at Steinmart last night that I was able to use on 3 pairs of sheet sets that were already a steal at $14.99. (YES! Complete sheet sets of good quality for less than $15 each! I was tickled pink!)

So why was my heart so heavy? And why did I bawl like a baby after I stopped and treated myself to some of my favorite Chinese comfort food? And why could I not stop thinking about my mom?

It finally dawned on me that it was around this time three years ago when my mom went into the hospital for the first time in what was was the beginning of her end. Was it March 18 or 19 that I finally flew out there after my sister threw one of her tantrums?

I’m sure I could look it up in my journal. I know it’s there. But I don’t want to. I’m still not strong enough to go back and remember that awful time.

It’s funny how I can both hate and love my mom. When I moved her out here I was reminded just how hard life with her had been growing up. How much she’d hated me. How sharp her tongue could be. Not to mention how often she’d slice me with it.

And when it came time to “reward” her daughters with her final offerings (as my mom viewed it), she’d given the lion’s share to the one she’d always worried most about: my sister –even though their relationship had almost been more contentious than the one I knew with her.

Story of my life. Here’s an example:

My sister, who was 23 and on her own when my parents divorced (I was 9), stopped talking to my mom for about six months. (Not the first time nor the last, or the longest, that she pulled such a stunt. A tactic usually employed to get her way.)

Anyway, that first Easter my mom and I were shopping. She pointed out this huge stuffed rabbit with a satiny bow around its neck sitting so pretty on a shelf.

“What do you think of that?”

I loved stuffed animals but didn’t have one as big as that in my collection. My mom was going to get it for me? Wow!

“Oh, it’s wonderful.”

“I think so too. But I wonder if your sister will like it. I’m just so upset she’s in one of her moods and won’t have anything to do with me.”

Huh? What the hell did she need a big bunny for? To make matters worse, my mom bought me a smaller bunny as an afterthought.

“Oh, and I suppose you’ll want something too now that you’ve seen me get this for her,” she said grabbing a dinky bunny from a bin near the register.

That’s just one example of a life with my mom. That was actually a pretty tame incident. Usually they involved some sort of violence (basically of the verbal variety, but if I pissed my mom off enough she wasn’t afraid to level me with a good smack) or, my favorite, public humiliation (oh, how I loved the uncomfortable stares from strangers as she’d go on one of her “If you hadn’t come out of me I’d swear you’re not my daughter. How can you be so stupid?” tirades. Ah, fun times.).

But when my sister played on my mom’s failing mind to finagle it so my mom left her the most…that did me in. I keep trying to forgive them both for being just bad, selfish people, because I know it’s better for my health to do that.

It’s a lot easier said than done. Sometimes, in fact, it’s remarkably easy. I don’t think about them at all.

Then there’s other times where my heart remembers, even if my brain keeps trying to forget. Like when the beginning of the end with both my mom and sister happened. Suffice it to say, it was pretty achy yesterday.

Today is better. Writing this helps. Time helps too. Three years is long in one respect, but I had 38 years worth of pain from those two. It’s not just going to fade immediately.

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On Today this morning they were asking experts just how bad it really is in Japan. They also asked reporters covering the story from there if the survivors had access to the latest information and if they knew what all was going on, such as the nuclear reactors potentially failing.

The experts said the situation was grim. Especially where the nuclear reactors were concerned. Some people who had been working inside the plants trying to get them operational and stabilized again were now being treated for radiation sickness. Also, they’re expecting a shift in the winds. Winds had been blowing out to sea, but a front will change them and begin blowing back towards land. If radiation levels increase, or, worse, one of the nuclear plants fail, it could amount to an even bigger tragedy for Japan.

Also, I read a report about how thousands of bodies that were swept out to sea when the tsunami struck have now washed ashore. That’s only added to an ever-increasing clean-up mess.

I bet it’s much worse over there then the news is letting on. As one expert pointed out, they need to be careful what information they convey. They don’t want to freak people out and cause widespread panic. They have to buffer it so people will “keep calm and carry on.”

Understood.

However, even if there was nothing I could do about, no way to protect myself or get out, I’d still like to know I was about to be zonked out by a nuclear meltdown.

Also, I don’t mean to impune Japan’s government in any way, shape or form, but you can’t trust so called authorities. Look at the BP disaster. They didn’t let on just how bad it was until they couldn’t cover up the severity of the situation any longer.

I know they’re not a government, but they were in a position of power. Basically, I don’t trust governments or companies when bad shit does down. Historically, disasters are almost always worse than what they first lead people to believe.

I hope I’m wrong and stories don’t later start surfacing about just how bad things were, but…the pessimist in me fears it will.

I also hope the reactors hold until they can be fixed. (And are not actually leaking more than they say they are.) Good grief, they really don’t need a triple whammy. And especially one like a nuclear plant explosion. They already had to deal with that sort of crap in their history. (Well, those were bombs, but still…they were nuclear and devastated many.)

The upside is, time and again people keep saying that for such a disaster there was no place more well prepared than Japan. Still, as prepared as you might be, you hate to ever have to put it to the test.

Sure wish I had more than prayers to offer to all those affected by this tragedy. And sure hoping I’m wrong that it’s not much worse than they’re letting on that it is.

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I learned something the other day from my friend, who also happens to be a journalist, Jade Walker. I was telling her how out of sorts and disorganized I feel, especially when it comes to posting on my SAHW Experiment blog.

Ideas are never a problem. I have no shortage of ideas for either Haunt Jaunts or my newer marriage blog. In fact, I often have way more than my fingers can keep up with.

If I didn’t reread everything over and over maybe I’d go faster. But I inevitably notice mistakes or see tweaks I’d like to make, which makes me think I might be missing something so I read it again.

Jade asked if I had ever considered using an editorial calendar. I use calendars all the time. Not just to schedule what I write, but to look ahead and see if there are any key dates coming up that I could feature something for.

That’s not what she meant. She was talking about what I call theme days. Dedicating one day each week to  a particular topic. I sort of do that on HJ.

  • I don’t do it every Monday, but when I do I do Movie Mondays.
  • Tuesdays I generally try to stick to something travel as part of #traveltuesday on Twitter.
  • Wednesdays are Semi-Wordless Wednesdays where I feature photos.
  • Fridays are Friday Fun.

I’d also like to do some kind of technology Thursday and focus on different equipment out there, from ghost hunting to photography to neat travel-related gadgets.

I’d also like to do a Feature Friday where I feature various products from Haunt Jaunts Emporium. I haven’t quite gotten my act together to get all that flowing yet though.

Jade suggested it might help me stay on the submitting track for SAHW Experiment if I instituted a routine where I posted certain topics on certain days. It was a good suggestion.

Mostly I just need to get my butt in gear and start posting all the ideas I have. Some are even half written and being held as a draft in my blog’s system. I just need to get ‘em done.

If I only had more time…which if I wasn’t doing all the other stuff I’m doing, if I was only focused on HJ and SAHW, I’d have it. But I’m working on books, doing freelance articles, playing tennis and volleyball several times a week…un, yeah, a schedule might help, but first I’ve got to make time to schedule in making a schedule!

At any rate, it was neat to learn what an editorial calendar is. That Jade is always teaching me new things!

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This morning I decided to wake up slowly and lazily. I flipped on the TV and started channel surfing, enjoying having Tabby on my tummy and Mr. Meow curled up by my side and both of them as content as me to just hang out. (And it’s rare they decide to get along like that and tolerate each other so I wanted to relish the peace and harmony!)

I don’t know what made me stop on CNN. Dr. Sanjay Gupta was about to come on and something caught my eye about one of the stories he was going to cover. I don’t remember exactly what was said, but it had something to do with a new book out about the history of cancer.

It turned out to be a segment on The Emperor of All Maladies: A Biography of Cancer by Siddhartha Mukherjee.

Dr. Gupta interviewed the author. Fascinating. Not sure why no one thought of compiling a book such as this before, but it traces the origins of cancer and this history of those involved.

At one point they showed a photo of the first child to receive chemo for leukemia. It was 1947 I believe. He was two years old. At that time a leukemia diagnosis meant you only had weeks or months to live. Due to a pioneering doctor’s idea, this little boy lived to be just shy of his fourth birthday.

They showed a clip of the mom talking about her son. While it was a great coup for medicine, it still resulted in a tragic loss for her. One she was bitter about, because they’d declared him cured. Yet, he still died.

That really hit home. That’s the thing most people don’t understand about “surviving” cancer. Remission, what I’m currently in, doesn’t mean I’m cured. It means I’m still healing. It means my cancer could reappear. Right now my body is showing signs of being healed and well, but it’s still too early to say cured. I understood why that mother was so upset.

Yet, to her and to the countless others who have lost children, spouses, siblings, and other loved ones I say this: thank you. Just as many soldiers never expected to truly fight in a war, people with cancer have been drafted into the ultimate battle.

Some, like myself, come out of it relatively unscathed. I had four months of chemo and another month of radiation, but I only had one hospital stay and no surgery. I know others who had to undergo far less treatment than myself, and others who’ve endured years of treatment. 

Every day I say a prayer for those going through cancer to find the courage to battle on and the strength for when theirs fails. But I also say a prayer for all of those who have gone before me. The ones who consented to be guinea pigs and test out new treatments. The ones who lost their lives in that quest for health. The doctors and researchers who study the disease and find ways to treat and cure it. The loved ones who have to stay strong and become caretakers.

But they never had faces or names. Some did. Like some of the people I’ve met along my journey. But the ones who were the firsts to do anything, like develop chemo or take it…who were they? Until The Emperor of All Maladies I had no idea. I just knew they existed, but not who they were. Now I do.

What a marvelous book. I’m glad Siddhartha Mukherjee felt compelled to create it. Now I have faces and names to put to my prayer.

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